Jokes On You

You say I’m too selfless

And stiflingly jealous

I just need to care less

But you were naive in 

Thinking you were everything 

Fuck You, Fucking Fucker

Your life
Is not my fight
Your future in your own
You are now your own home

I’ll find protection elsewhere
You no longer have a friend here
That shattered against the wall
Where the bottle didn’t
Now I need protection from you
Isn’t that a devastating truth?

Now I know who you are
Pushing things way too far
Never taking responsibility
Even for what you did to me
Go ahead, I don’t care
Turn me into the enemy
It may not be fair
But at least you’re finally out of my hair

We’ll never be friends
You constructed this end
Destroyed any respect left for you
Another devastating truth

I won’t cry
Definitely won’t die
I wish you the best
But if you ever come around again
It will be off with your head

I wanted to give you life

If you were here now

I’d have to tell you how

I don’t miss you at all

I thought I might let you know,

I am letting you go

Don’t write or call

There’s nothing here at all

Our ties are sevred

So goodbye, forever

I don’t miss you at all

It’s funny how I thought

After all I’ve taught

Perhaps you’d change

Maybe it was a phase 

But I’ve figured you about baby

It’s not me that’s crazy

It’s you,

It’s you

They just spoke the truth

All your friends

They told me how

You would fall

Hands and knees

Give into life

it has been a while since I last posted

I’m very sorry. Inspiration, where are you?

Character sketch: Autumn

 Autumn is the time of year when the fourth generation of Monarch butterflies is born – egg, caterpillar, chrysalis, adult butterfly. The adult butterflies migrate south for the winter, but this was an entirely different Autumn. She wasn’t heading south. She was only heading upwards.

This was Autumn Berkshire. There were only two caterpillars, two never-changing, fixed caterpillars (except when she was stricken with surprise, naturally). These two insects lived right on her face, right above those two piercing green eyes. Most of the time, the intensity of her eyes stole the stage from her massive eyebrows and other various imperfections. The candy-apple redness of her lipstick did nothing but add animation to the masterpiece that was her face. Freckles danced eloquently upon her nose and onto her cheeks, completely in-sync with time and space. Her pasty-white skin contrasted with her bright features; for this she was lucky. Autumn lived in a world, unfortunately, where beauty dictated the ease in which one walked through life.

For Autumn, life was only easy when she was happy. It took her twenty years to figure this out, but it still plagued her. “Why is it that people are nicer when I am happy, calm and look my best?” she wondered. It was a strange phenomenon that behavior was so easily swayed by such trivial matters. The truth is, we need other people in life. As human beings, we long for the comfort of those we love and trust. What is life without friends you love and a family you eventually learn to accept? Sucky.

“Why can’t we all just be nice? Even if we don’t want to sleep with someone, why can’t we be kind?” These are questions that have been asked many times before, this is nothing new, Autumn isn’t special in any way for wondering these things.

To only focus on those eye-brows, one could concoct that she was a beast, a down-right animal. However, subjecting one’s eyes to the whole package, eye-brows and all, stunning and other adjectives of that nature come to mind. She may have been the only girl in the entire history of human existence with monstrous eye-brows with capabilities to arouse jealousy of even the Paris Hilton clones in her little suburban high school.

The clones would snicker and stare. “I just can’t win” she thought to herself while still burdened by the gloomy walls of Lalaland High School. 

dear future lover of mine

there isn’t a poetic bone in my body

am I magical mystical? 

do you mind the cut on my finger?

its been there all day long

did you know I go to bed at night?

I thought you were someone else once

I thought someone else was him too

sometimes we re-create the past

in attempt to create a better, revised future

only to be sorely disappointed

so lets not get our hopes up

let’s open our imaginations a bit

no reply to my funny text?

maybe your hitchhiking uncle was hurt

you had to be there for your mom

I’m still a funny person

Oh, you’ve noticed I’m not listening?

maybe I’m “just like that” sometimes…

you’re definitely not boring

let’s assume the best in each other

I am hilarious

and you are better than any book on my shelf

I love you

fuck coffee tables

It’s a constant battle

between the corners

and I

they’re winning

you can see it on my legs

purple and blue

hurt and bruised

just like my heart

aquarius gold

It makes me happy

To see you happy

That’s why I throw my gold at you

My Aquarius gold

At you

Untitled (for now)

I’m rooting for technology

It is my mistress

I can manipulate it

Just like my mistress

I’m rooting for technology

But with add-ons

And plug-ins

no more fists

Pride’s opposite,
which it cannot exist without
is equally as painful
as the happiness it brings about

If we could all just learn to coexist
then maybe
just maybe
there’d be no more fists

Forget the word ‘enemy’
Remember those you call your friends
There will be no more fighting
This doesn’t have to be the end

If it wasn’t for the beauty
in each and every one
how else would there be so many
made and born under this warm bright sun

If we could all just learn to coexist
then maybe
just maybe
there’d be no more fists

Forget my looks
look past my beliefs
I am a nice person
there’s so much more behind my teeth

Call this generic
Call me a bore
I found a flow
I’ll keep writing more