Jokes On You

You say I’m too selfless

And stiflingly jealous

I just need to care less

But you were naive in 

Thinking you were everything 

Fuck You, Fucking Fucker

Your life
Is not my fight
Your future in your own
You are now your own home

I’ll find protection elsewhere
You no longer have a friend here
That shattered against the wall
Where the bottle didn’t
Now I need protection from you
Isn’t that a devastating truth?

Now I know who you are
Pushing things way too far
Never taking responsibility
Even for what you did to me
Go ahead, I don’t care
Turn me into the enemy
It may not be fair
But at least you’re finally out of my hair

We’ll never be friends
You constructed this end
Destroyed any respect left for you
Another devastating truth

I won’t cry
Definitely won’t die
I wish you the best
But if you ever come around again
It will be off with your head

I wanted to give you life

If you were here now

I’d have to tell you how

I don’t miss you at all

I thought I might let you know,

I am letting you go

Don’t write or call

There’s nothing here at all

Our ties are sevred

So goodbye, forever

I don’t miss you at all

It’s funny how I thought

After all I’ve taught

Perhaps you’d change

Maybe it was a phase 

But I’ve figured you about baby

It’s not me that’s crazy

It’s you,

It’s you

They just spoke the truth

All your friends

They told me how

You would fall

Hands and knees

Give into life

aquarius gold

It makes me happy

To see you happy

That’s why I throw my gold at you

My Aquarius gold

At you

Untitled (for now)

I’m rooting for technology

It is my mistress

I can manipulate it

Just like my mistress

I’m rooting for technology

But with add-ons

And plug-ins

please, I like it loud

crystal spikes 

along my lung lining

tells me I’ve had enough for tonight

skin is weird 

it doesn’t have a brain

but it still behaves

crystal spikes

slice by slice

down my chest

I’ve had enough for tonight

rest my head

until it’s clear

crystals on my mind

iridescence

everywhere

my playground

when I’m with you, the world is my playground
and now that I’m uninhibitedly with you,
so is your heart.

my inner child surfaces when you’re near.
the fearless innocence and optimism we all once had
is once again mine.
it’s not something you can take away,
it’s just something you give.

once again there is meaning in ‘little things’
that was previously hidden by a veil of heartbreak and terror.
I don’t know how much of my change is due to you,
and I don’t want to find out;

I’m just happy.

You’re helping me.